Who am I?

I am the breather.

I am the breath and

I am the breathing.

I am the seer.

I am the seen and

I am the seeing.

I am the perceiver.

I am the perceived and

I am the perceiving.

I am the knower.

I am the knowledge and

I am the knowing.

I am the listener.

I am the listened and

I am the listening.

I am the thinker.

I am the thought and

I am the thinking.

I am the subject of meditation.

I am the object of meditation and

I am the meditation.

I am Shiva!! I am Shiva!! I am Shiva!!

Shivoham... Shivoham... Shivoham.

Sri Guru Vaani: Why can't you achieve God Realization?

In a recent satsang with P.P. Sri Gurudev, myself and Sri Ravi K got an opportunity to listen to Sri Gurudev's words on Meditation and what it takes to achieve God Realization. I will attempt to recollect to the best of my abilities. HE spoke in Kannada (My proficiency in Kannada is not so great):

"Dhyanada technique inda Devuru Siggatta? AAga aaagidhre evvagalo Devurune maarbhidthayuduru. Devuru siggadhu ellara birth right.

Nimge yaake Sigalla (HE was referring to GOD). Pakshigarige, Praanigalige siggathe. Nimge yaake sigalla? Erudu Uuvva kodu Mara, Hatthu Uuvva Kodthadhe. Shudhdha manasadhindha dina praarthana maadu beku Devuruge. Kanditha sigtare."

English translation is as follows:

"Can you get God Realization with a Meditation technique? If that is the case, people would have sold God long back. Achieving God Realization is every body's birth right.

Why can't you achieve God Realization? Birds and animals get HIM (God), why can't you? A plant that usually gives two flowers starts giving 10 flowers.One can only pray to GOD with deep devotion and pure mind. GOD will surely bless us with HIS GRACE."

HE went on to say that people ask HIM for meditation techniques. Once river water merges with the ocean, it loses its identity of river water. It is now the ocean. It has forgotten the path it took through the mountains and plains to merge with the ocean. Whatever is the path, river ultimately has to merge in the ocean. The path is not important but the merging with the ocean is. Be pure and natural and let the grace carry you to the destination.

There is so much meaning in the above sentences. Sri Guru Gita says "Mantra moolam Guru Vaakyam". That is, root of MANTRA is Sri Guru's words.

May my mind always dwell on Sri Gurudev's lotus feet.

Sri Guru Vaani: What is the right understanding of the world?

Sri Guru Vaani: What is the right understanding of the world?

The first view (that is, world is mithya) helps when one is in the initial stages of exploration of Self. Once when one has got a glimpse of the omnipotent and omnipresent nature of Self, one experiences that the world is a play of Consciousness. It is filled and pervaded with Chiti (Universal Consciousness). Chiti pervades everything, everyone and every place. Upon Self Realization, one is permanently established in equality-consciousness, that is: Everything is inside Brahman and Brahman is inside every thing and every one.

Even when one experiences that Brahman is inside every one, one needs to use common sense and buddhi (intellect) while living in this phenomenal world. Here HE mentioned about a story about Sri Ramakrishna Paramahamsa's devotee:

Devotee heard the saint telling him that Brahman is in every thing and every one. While the devotee was walking outside, he saw a wild tusker approaching him and the mahout who is sitting on top of the tusker was requesting everyone to move out of the tusker's way. But the devotee thought that the Brahman is inside elephant as well and hence it won't harm another Brahman (who is inside himself). With this understanding, he stays put on the way of the tusker, which lifts the devotee and throws him at a distance. The devotee suffers severe injuries to his body. Later when the devotee revealed his story to the saint, the saint asked him why he didn't listen to a TOP BRAHMAN (referring to the Mahout sitting on top of the elephant) who is sitting on top of DOWN Brahman (referring to the elephant). The moral of the story is that even after the realization of Unity Consciousness, one needs to employ common sense in life.

I hope I was able to convey Sri Gurudev's Vaani exactly. If there are many mistakes, they are mine.

My Notes:

Following are some Slokas that deal with understanding of the World:

• Sarvam Brahma Niraabhaasam (Sri Guru Gita): Everything is pervaded by BRAHMAN
• Mamaatam Sarva Bhutaatma (Sri Guru Gita): My Self is the Self of all beings
• NaaShivam vidyate kvachit (Svacchanda Tantra): Nothing exists that is not Shiva
• Svecchayaa svabhittau vishvam unmeelayati (Pratyabhijanahridayam): By the power of HER own free will, Chiti (universal consciousness) unfolds the universe on HER own screen
• Chaitanyam Aatma (Siva Sutras): Self is Consciousness. I remember referring to this sloka many times

What is the right understanding about the world?

I always had this question: How should I view this phenomenal world?

Our scriptures reveal the following views:

1. World is an illusion: It is not real. We are not the body, mind and intellect. We are the Self.
2. World is a play of Chiti (consciousness): World is real and is filled with Chiti. World is inside GOD and GOD at the same time is inside everything, everywhere and everyone.

Whenever I practiced the first view, it helped in getting a little bit of Vairagya but at the same time I was negating everything in life and often a negative mood used to set in, which again seemed counter productive to leading a blissful life. It created lot of friction and confusion when I am leading my life in the centre of a cut throat competitive world. With this view, there is a tendency of neglecting and torturing the body and mind. If I AM not the body and mind, why should I care about their well being? One can recollect the initial days of Lord Buddha's sadhana. There is a tendency to neglect one's duties and responsibilities.

The second view says that everything and everyone is permeated with Chiti (consciousness). When everything is GOD, everything is holy. So one need not negate and belittle ones life. This gave great comfort and helped in fulfilling the responsibilities. With this view, one can view the body as the temple of the Lord and take care of it well. But with this view, once in a while I used to end up in spiritual laziness and getting enmeshed too much in worldly things.

Both the above views looked contradictory. So, are the scriptures revealing contradictory views of the world and life? So what is the right understanding of the world?

Since Sri Gurudev used to discourage intellectual gymnastics, I thought may be I am indulging in intellectual gymnastics, which is not good. But I always felt that at least the right understanding of the life and world is essential in leading a good life and facing all circumstances in our lives.

So, recently I have put forth these questions to Parama Poojya Sri Gurudev. HIS reply gave great comfort and right understanding to me. I will be sharing that in the next post. Perfection comes from a perfect BEING.

I pray to Sri Gurudev's lotus feet to bestow the treasure of Viveka (right discrimination), Vairagya (dispassion and detachment) and Gnana (right knowledge).

Guru Vani: How can one lead a peaceful life?

If one follows the following 3 principles, one can lead a peaceful life in this world:

1. There is no DAARIDRYA (poverty) for a person who works hard
2. There is no SIN for the one who chats GOD's name
3. MOUNA(silence) is a best medicine for conflicts and disagreements

Will reading books lead to God or Self Realization?

Last sunday, one family came to ashram for darshan and blessings of P.P. Sri Gurudev. While having satsang with P.P. Sri Gurudev, they had one very important question, which was as follows:


Question: We had read "Chit Shakti Vilas" (this is an autobiography by Swami Muktananda baba; in english it is called as "Play of Consciousness") many times. We had even visited Ganesh Puri. But still we are not experiencing good meditation. How to meditate well?


P.P. Sri Gurudev's answer was along following lines:


Meditation doesn't come through reading books. If that indeed is the case, then we will be having lakhs of MUKTAS now. According to sage Patanjali, it is defined as thought-less state of mind. To get this state, people foolishly employ the mind to concentrate on an object. Meditation is a thought-less state of mind that is achieved naturally and spontaneously through Sadguru's GRACE. All other methods are not complete and they are bound to fail. So, don't waste time reading books and visiting places. Surrender to Sadguru and attain HIS GRACE. Then meditation happens naturally and spontaneously.


Upon hearing these words of wisdom from P.P. Sri Gurudev, I looked in to myself. Even I have this deficiency. I waste time reading books. What a timely warning from P.P. Sri Gurudev. I remember Swamiji once telling me the intent one should have while reading books. HE told that it is fine to read books for inspiration but not to learn techniques and experiences of the author (those are good for the author but not for everybody). But if inspiration comes from meditation, then what is the need to read a book for it. So instead of reading a book, one should spend that time in meditation (which for a devotee comes naturally through Sri Guru Smaran).


It seems Swami Muktananda baba used to carry a thick book whenever HE visited BHAGAWAN. After noticing this many times, once BHAGAWAN told BABA to stop reading books by terming them MATI (dust). HE told BABA to meditate and write a book on HIS own experiences instead of reading books tht explain others'  experiences.

Sri Guru Vaani: Importance of reading Sri GURU GITA

If one recites the holy Sri Guru Gita every day with devotion and faith, one will not face any problem in life and will surely get liberated.

Even though one cannot repay the grace received from a SadGuru, one can show his love and devotion to SadGuru by reciting Sri GuruGita regularly. It is also one kind of service. SadGuru's grace is automatically bestowed on those who recite Sri GuruGita devotedly.

My personal experience: On the days I recite Sri GuruGita, my devotion towards P.P. Sri Gurudev will be strong and I feel I am living by HIS grace. If I miss reading IT, then there will be some kind of restlessness.

In fact, Sri Guru Gita itself mentions about the purpose of reciting IT, which are:

• To become eligible for Sri Gurudev's grace
• To acquire Dharma, Artha, Kama and Moksha

P.P. Sri Gurudev says that it is the highest of the GITAs. In fact, more finer than Bhagawad Gita.

Nature of service and duty

I could recollect following about the attitude towards duty and service that was beautifully explained by P.P Sri Gurudev:

Every duty and service has to be done with "nirapeksha bhavana" (without expecting anything in return). If there is expectation, then there will be attachment, which leads to bondage, which is again an hindrance to realization and mukti.So don't take undue favours from anyone and reduce attachments.

Causes of unhappiness

In a recent satsang, me and my mother were blessed to hear following from Param Poojya Gurudev:


If one has any of the following, he/she can never be happy:

• Prathishta (Prestige)
• Abhimaan (Pride)
• Gaurav (honour)

One can get peace only through TYAAG (renunciation).